Nippon Dream

I've been thinking a lot about Japan lately. I really have to go. I was even looking up flights and accommodation prices online yesterday. I think i can do it, if i really buckle down and save. I can't let my adolescent urge to go shopping stop me from Japan ( and pretty much all over things related to expenses, really ).It's become a frequent day dream of mine. At first, i just toyed with the idea a little but now there's something that's seriously grabbing me there. I know this isn't something that i would say these days, but i just KNOW that i'm going to land there and immediately love it. That whole city has something really amazing to offer me, i can just sense it. I know that i was totally made for Japan and everything about it which is so awkward because of the tension between China and japan. :-S

All i can think about these days is pretty much saving enough money and spending an entire month there meandering my time away. Going to Shibuya and Harajuku, riding the subway and actually not getting lost, eating at their many amazing street eateries, feeling dreamy amongst the lights at night time, having a solo drink at the Grant Hyatt bar like in Lost in Translation, going shopping, writing in parks, visiting museums. Apparently, they say that Japan is a really good place to visit alone. I think the reason for that is because there's just so much shit to do there. But i can't pretend like i don't want someone to come with me. It's just too hard though. I don't have any jet setter friends who can just up and go with me to Japan when i need them to, unfortunately. I think next year is just going to be a similar thing to this year. A repeat almost. I'll be in a new place living-wise, hopefully. And maybe this stupid not being able to get up before 9 thing will dissolve back into its old routine of me actually being able to. I don't know. I've become such a floater recently.