Just Waiting and Hoping

Bahhh. Right about now, i'm in the annual 'slump' period. What's that? The 'slump' period is when the year is drawing to a close and so is your energy and your steam. You're nearly so close to the end that you're just itching for the new year to begin. The new year is when things are going to kick off and you're going to be re-energised and re-motivated again.
This slump that i'm in now is particularly bad. I'm trying really hard to be positive and to see things in the bigger picture but the fact of the matter is, life is pretty boring and pretty quiet.
I need something to happen you know? I need a new person, a new job, a new apartment! It's so boring and when things are boring, i get worried because it means you aren't getting to new places and you aren't growing. I know that sounds so corny but it's true! 

These days, i watch the real housewives of Beverly Hills and basically apply for jobs all the time. There's this job that i kind of want next year but i know i definitely won't get because they'll definitely give it to someone who's more in with the people that run the business and perhaps someone more qualified. But i'm gonna try anyway, whatever you have to. Plus, this sounds weird but i kind of want to have a go writing the CV. Most people think CV writing is boring but one of my strongest points is being able to market myself. That's easy, the hard part is living up to some ( or all ) of the promises that you make! Haha! The title of this entry is " Just waiting and Hoping ", but what i should add in there is that i've been working hard to make things better too. I think i already mentioned that..? Well the shit thing is, sometimes even hard work isn't enough. You've just got to let go and cross your fingers that the gods will smile at you and decide to cut you a break. I'm doing all that i can right now, come on fate give me a chance.

My best friend in the whole world ( haha ) is coming home from a year long trip away overseas. I remember the day that i left her, i just couldn't imagine 1 year without her and now the year is gone and i've grown and she's grown and everythings the same but also a bit different too. She's coming back in three weeks or so and i'm just so ready to hang out with her everyday for a month because it's just gonna be so good to see her again. And so surreal as well. I'm not a fan of the weather at the moment. Anything over 30 and i'm basically in a grumpy, sleepy and irritable mood for the entire day. Definitely not someone you want to be having around. Tomorrow is one of those days unfortunately. I guess i'll just have to put on the best outfit i have that'll make my day at least a little better!