Yalei Wang

I've been totally absent on here for not that good reasons. One, i literally couldn't think of anything to blog about. I feel like i blog about the SAME things all the time and that it's boring. For you and for me as well. Two, i've just been so absent from the laptop in general. These days, i never even go on it besides to watch movies or to check a few websites here and there for a second or two.
I guess i'm also just really enjoying sort of NOT writing. I'm weird, i go through phases where i'm really proactive and phases where i just kind of want to sit back and reflect on things ( aka not working ). I find it really hard to work when i don't feel like my writing is being received anywhere. I feel like i'm not writing to anyone and that noone is reading it. It makes me not want to write at all.

Lately, i've been thinking about a career change or something. I know at heart i'll always be a writer but it mightn't be what i'm going to find success in in the world out there. I'm just flirting with the idea right now as opposed to taking action, but i want to do something really practical. Something that real people need. In my dreams, I'd do interior decorating but HELLO that's just another impractical career choice that isn't exactly fruitful with jobs. I'm thinking advertising because i feel like i'm really appropriate for that field. I am visual, i know what sells ( because i buy all the time, ha ha ha ) and to back that up, i know how to write which is important for advertising. Right now, it's just day dreaming. But maybe in the middle of the year, i'll do something about it.

These days, i find solace in reading. I love it so much. I've always loved it but i have found even more love for it again. I've decided to go to the library more often because i need to stop buying books. When you aren't settled anywhere permanently like me, they are a huge nuisance to carry and move houses with. It's time to borrow again. Speaking of moving, my apartment is officially over. They've already found a new tenant for it which surprised me because it was so quick. I'm so glad to not live there anymore and to not have to pay rent each month. I am going to save money but of course, i'm going to be spending a bit too now that i can. That place was the best for half of the year and the worst for another half. I remember all the good bits but unfortunately, it's the bad bits that stick out most of all. The next place i get, will be me with a proper, secure job. Whenever that'll be, i'll be at my new apartment as well.