Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Latest Purchases + Life
I've always loved masculine dressing and i still do. I have so many shirts in my wardrobe and a growing collection of trousers and chinos that i really like, but i also love feminine dressing. I just don't like make up ( on myself, anyway ). This is a really feminine combination that i've recently purchased. The top is from MNG ( who are having the most ridiculous sale ever. Everything is so good and so, so cheap ) and the dress is from an Asian label called " Duchess". I'm not discriminatory of where i buy my clothes. Rule of thumb basically is, is if i like it, then i buy it. That's pretty much it. Today, i had a job interview with a shop down the road near where i live. I hope i get the job. I love the label and i definitely would not mind an extra income to cover all my expenses plus start buying gifts for people ( My father. He's been the most supportive person this year to me ).
Other than that, my life is very comfortable at the moment. I feel like a fraud or something because everything's so cruisy at the moment. Do you ever get that feeling when you know something is just too good to be true? You feel fraudulent because it's so unfair and no one is really catching you out. You try to enjoy this private bliss but you cannot because life isn't supposed to be this enjoyable. I feel like a major part of my life transformation is eliminating emotions from my life. They have this saying that you can achieve anything if you put your heart into it. This is the complete opposite to how i live my life. Only by detracting my heart from the equation can i achieve anything i want. When you put your heart and soul to things, you end up being wounded, distracted, distressed and self involved. The only way to get out of bed in the morning is just get up. Don't get emotional about anything. Just do it and before you know it, it's all over.
My life is solely about routine and structure now. I don't pour my heart into things, but i work hard and i remain grounded on my beliefs and my self esteem. I feel like i have so, so much to write on this new life transformation. Take your heart out of the equation. The heart is only so good at certain times. Action is the heart taking steps towards results without the lag of emotion and self absorption. Other than all of this, i've just been copy writing. My boss has been sending me so many orders which pretty much see's me doing nothing but writing as soon as I get home from my other job. It keeps the Tofu on the table and the bills paid. I've also been listening to A LOT of Air at the moment. That dreamy, french electronic band. My favorite songs of theirs are La femme D'argent and La Voyage de Penelope. Also this is slightly embarrassing but so good i cannot keep it to myself. I'm SUPER obsessed with that song ' Venus ' by Bananarama as well. Every morning i listen to it on the way to the grocery store or to the train station and it wakes me up.
Every girl should have that on their playlist and listen to it when they are feeling cruddy. It's the biggest mood lifter.
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