So much to tell you...

Argh, there's so much i wanna write about but i don't know where to begin. Most of it is just small, mindless things really. They aren't that important but seeing as they are about my life, they are defs important to me. First of all, i've made a decision about next year. I'm gonna move. I always go on about how i hate being all nomadic only having lived in my homes for a year since i moved out but i just have to. For one, i really dislike my neighbors who live above me. They're really loud and they get on my nerves all the time. Secondly, i want a better apartment and i've seen so many on the web. It's basically telling me that i have to move. I want a better looking apartment really, with nicer windows and a better interior. Art deco is the only way. Secondly, i've made a serious pact to stop shopping. I've decided that it's really time to stop. Not only is it bad for my bank accounts, what if one day i get into trouble or some emergency happens and i have no money? I'm screwed in that case. I don't really want to think about that, it's really scary.

Life is going well but i have to admit that i've been a bit slack lately. I don't know why. Last month, i was the epitome of energy. I got up before 8 every morning, had a solid routine going and was always eager to get out of the door to start my day. For some unknown reason, i've been getting up later, finding it harder to complete tasks and not even following through with my routine because i wake up too late in the morning. I literally hate this SO much. The worst thing is, the entire thing is a mystery to me. Nothings changed in my life to result in this. I'm as clueless as you are.
Also, last night i had this really vivid, colorful dream about being in Japan. Now, i know how boring it is when people recall their dreams to you so i won't. The important thing is that i'm SERIOUSLY thinking about going to Japan next year. I don't know how, for how long or even if this is a real consideration but i really want to. The dream convinced me, Japan is calling! I have my personal anxieties about going there and being Chinese but i think that i'll be surprised by how well i'll be able to cope when i'm actually there. Although the tension between our two countries is high, i'm sure there'll be certain people who'll surprise me.

Other than that, i've also made a 2014 goals list. They're pretty small, minor goals. Nothing massive or overly ambitious at all, but i look forward to tackling each and every one of them. One that i'm especially excited about is making my room at my parents house more homey and ' me '. Every time i go back there, it's just a bare room with nothing of myself left in it. For all you know, it could've just been a spare room without any history at all behind it. I need to personalize it so every time i go back to my parents house, i feel like i'm returning to another part of me. It's going to be fun. I want to buy some new lamps and stick some nice things on the wall. I know i said i wouldn't shop but this is a proper project. I'm not buying overly expensive shoes or clothes, this is real. OK, so i think this is about all. I hope this lethargy of mine in the morning will cease soon, it's getting really annoying.