Nothing Particular

Nothing particular happening right now or anything special or important that i have to say. Tonight i'm going to the VCA grad show. I'm going to wear my leather pants that i never wear because they draw too much attention and a white cardigan. I am going to try my best to resist going to the after party unless i'm in a super, super party frame of mind which i probably won't be. I think this will be the last Art related thing i'm going to go to for a while. I feel like going to art things was like something that i did when i was younger and now i'm slowly growing out of all of that. Not that there's anything wrong with attending openings and launches or whatever but I don't know. I think it's phasing out of my life. Although i know so many people in the art community, i just don't see myself there. I'm not an artist or related to anything visual art-y. To be perfectly honest, it's the people that i like not the world, so much. 

Today's pretty nice. It's pretty sunny and mildly warm. I feel good, my depresso spell is subsiding and i feel more positive again. Sorry for all the devo posts but i feel really cathartic whenever I come on my blog and i just VENT so that's why i get really honest. It's like, even though all of this is visible to anyone who has an internet connection, i feel like ultimately i'm not really telling anybody all these things. It's more of a big deal if you fully look ONE person in the eye and tell them something. That's a big deal, that's scary. But going on the internet and just writing about your feelings like i do ( which i still get embarrassed about, but at the same time i like ) isn't scary because you don't know who you are actually telling. You're more telling it to yourself than anything.