Pace yourself

It's so hard to not start off the new year on a high. Shedding off those 2014 layers of devo-ness... i needed that. It was a fucking cancerous year. It had to be cut off asap and nothing could of bought on the knife of relief besides the 31st of December. I had the choice of going out to my friends house that evening to spend it with her and my other friend Nick but i chose to stay home. I know, what a fucking loser, right? The reason why i decided to stay at home was because i wanted to monitor my drinking. I want this year to be as dry as possible. If you guys read my blog often or know me in person, i'm a pretty big extremist. It's gross, overindulgent but when you're in the heat of the moment, you spend, you drink, you tell fibs... whatever you want. But you do it TO THE XTREME!

Me and Maggie hahah

I knew that if i went out nothing and nobody could stop me from doing what i wanted to or going as far as i wanted to go. It was best to stay at home where i could just pass out anywhere and not be afraid of getting taken advantage of somewhere. I did drink though with my mum and Maggie. We had a really great night and I had never seen my mum let her hair down like that before. But i really, truly want that to be the most crazy that i'll go for this whole year. Tall order though. But I did say we like to start off new years with a full bodied sense of optimism. Who knows where things will head though?

HAPPY NEW YEAR FAT MARU!

I think 2015 will be a lot more level-headed than last year. It will be a stable year. All the lessons learnt from 2014 will help me this year and prepare me for anything that decides to barge my way. I went through it all last year, so if it happens again i'll know what to do ( but let's hope nothing shit happens again this year ). My goals for this year are simple. Finish writing " Life Insurance " as well as maintain a healthy Circadian Rhythm. I've struggled with that for half of my life and i want it to end once and for all this year. Early rises and early bed times is what i want. What do you guys want out of this year?