Yalei Wang

My ego has died. It’s fucking dead. I used to believe that i was owed the best, the most amazing success ever. I would get jealous when people succeeded and believed that my time would come and that one day i would be bathed in glory and happiness. But it didn’t. It didn’t and it didn’t hard. All it’s been is hardship, struggle, tears and suffering which has lead me to here today. No ego, no more self entitlement and self righteousness. I’d be overjoyed if i was shown one slither of compassion from the universe after all its put me through these past two years. But here’s the thing. You need an ego to succeed. You need to believe you’re the best and you need to want to be better than everyone else around you to get there. There’s a reason the most successful people are so full of it. They actually believed themselves into it. Now i am not in that mindset, i could never go back to that again. I’ve seen too much to ever go back to that person i used to be. But let me say one thing. Don’t let anyone trick you into thinking you deserve less. YOU ARE MADE TO BE NO.1