Saturday, January 16, 2016
My life isn't interesting
Hi.
Today i had work like every single day except i got to come home early. I was too lazy to cook so I bought some 40c ramen and made a night of it with that. I put onions, tomatoes, beef and an egg in there to make it more flavoursome and it totally was! Today i had a really great day at work. Sometimes, when you get a really good student who you naturally connect with, it literally feels like just having a really great chat with a person at a party. Sometimes i get scared that my managers will tell me off for getting ' too friendly ' with them. But so far, nothing like that has happened.
I was in a good mood today and i've been in a good mood for a lot of days so far this month. I feel like not living in my head and also rising earlier has greatly contributed to my improved mental state. I feel so good that i think i may even quit smoking.
So i've been looking at some apartments and am organising some inspection dates. I think i've had my fair share of share houses for life. To be honest, my housemates are really good and all that but i think deep down, i just need my own place to live. And now that things are settling down quite well, i feel more comfortable in doing that. Tokyo apartments are renowned for being really tiny. Thankfully, i don't mind living in a small space. I want to be forced to be economical with what i buy which will mean that i will have to cut down my spending on clothes. Painful but necessary. The idea of having my own little place in Tokyo excites me so much. In fact, i think it will bring me closer to that feeling of completeness that i want. Stable job, my own place and for my Japanese skills to steadily grow. I don't know about the last one, but the first two can be potentially made into reality this year.
I am already imagining all the cute knick knacks i can get to make my apartment look cute and just how good it's going to be living by myself there. Of course, i am anxious about the logistics of it all especially it being a non-english speaking country. But SOOOO many foreigners do what i do, so I don't think it will be such a shock for the people who help me move, offer my my contract etc etc. But this is the most exciting thing that's POTENTIALLY about to happen to me. Getting my own place. Other than that, my life really isn't that interesting. There are girls on the internet who have blogs where they are always doing super awesome cool stuff like going to fashion shows, fancy parties, VIP events and my life is SO not like that. Sometimes i really wish it were because you get to meet so many new people and it's so good to expand your world going to new places all the time but my life just isn't that. I almost feel an obligation to have that in order to run a blog. Because if you're life isn't exciting, or you don't always have something new to say, then what the fuck are you blogging about?
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