When you want something, you never get it. When you don't care, it comes shouldering its way towards you. And then, it's right in front of your face, solid and real and what do you do? You wave it away because you've got your eyes set on much higher things now. How many times have i experienced this in my life to know that it's true?
Too many. And whilst i'm standing eye to eye with what i've yearned for, knowing that at last it's giving me the chance, i just laugh inside because life is actually predictable. It's not amazing or surprising, the amazing and surprising stuff is all foreseeable if you recognize the patterns.
Life seems to follow a predictable path. At 23, i feel i know what it is, but i have decades still to be proven wrong. Why do we wave away what we've always wanted when we get it? Why do we end up repeating the actions of the past when we are fully aware of what we are doing? I know, but i don't know how to put it to you in words.
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Thanks so much for reading!