Treat yourself when you succeed ( but especially when you fail )

- I got the internship with the media/advertising company to write things

 for brands, companies

 - I think i fixed my Arcadian rhythm

                                                                                                - I found a pen pal!

Did some shopping after my internship interview. I treat myself ALL the time for the most dumb reasons. Every little thing i do a present usually follows!

Should i start bullet pointing the main points of my posts from now on? I think it might be a good idea/efficient but it's also easier for people to just read the titles and then not the actual post, haha. Well the first thing is that i got that internship position which i really wanted. I can't wait to actually do some REAL work. I never thought i'd say this, but i've come to this point in my life where i really, really want to work. Working on writing, on writing for real companies and brands and working in the industry which needs my writing. This is the first step to higher places and i'm so eager to show my whole team what i can do. There's a job position at the end of the internship and i'm not letting anything stop me from getting it. Writing for a living is what all writers want to do, even if it's not your own writing about your own life - things get real when you get out of uni. I start next week and i'm nervous but also excited about what's to come. I just hope that the entire office doesn't think i'm weird or awkward. I used to be twice as bad, now i'm a lot more better and less intimidated but occasionally i still slip up!

I've watched this video clip 10 times because i love it so much. It's Die Antwoords new song " Cookie Thumper ". It's pretty intense and confronting, but i think it's amazing because they have this really bizarre but unique style going on which i really like and have never seen before

I fixed my arcadian rhythm, i think. Your arcadian rhythm is basically your body clock. You know how you wake up at certain times and feel tired at certain times? That's your arcadian rhythm. This is such a welcome change for me. I like to sleep at 'normal people' hours you know? I feel like during the times of 1-5AM, my brain goes haywire and i enter into this weird, weird place where i start thinking and wondering about stupid, silly and wayward things. I don't like it. It sounds really fun and interesting and stuff but most of the time, it's just a dark place where you can only emerge from when the light hits the window. That sounds really dramatic, but omg it's true.
Also, i finally found a pen pal! It's SO hard to find a good one. I remember when i was in primary school we had them and that was so easy, our teachers just matched us ones from other schools. But i found this girl online and she's not weird or scary and can write English properly. In fact, i've already sent her my first letter and i can't wait to read her response.
This is about all i can muster right now. I'm really excited and a little scared about next week but mostly so eager to impress everyone at my new workplace. Hope you all have a great week and escape the shitty heat.