Keep Holdin' On

Trying my best to keep positive but having to admit that it's hard. I've always been such an extremist. I have never known how to keep it in balance. That's what i was talking about in my last entry about
' Normalcy '. I've always thought that normalcy was all about balance and being able to balance different parts of your life properly. I can't believe how much we take doing things for granted when we are able to do them. I feel really weird about being this candid ( let's face it, i always have been but for some reason i'm extra weird about it recently ) on my blog about my feelings and my life. The fact of the matter is, i want to always have new stuff on my blog because i don't like those blogs that never update and eventually fade into oblivion. I love reading and seeing new content from people so i want to demonstrate the same. It's just unfortunate that i'm going through a hard time at the moment so everything i'm writing might be a bit hard or weird for you guys to read. Sorry guys.

Having said that, no one seems to include the bad times during their lives on their blogs or anything where people are representing themselves. No one wants to admit that they are having issues because we want everyone to think that only good things happen to us and we are strong enough to handle the tough things. Even though all of us know that it's impossible to not run into hard times, I feel like we totally forget that this is true for everyone. I know i do. I can't see the bad side of things for other people. They love me because i fall for their tricks. I know the most important thing at the moment is to seriously keep writing. It's really hard but I know that's all i've got to haul me out of my weird time at the moment.